18th May 2011..

Hello everyone..


Time seems to feel envy with me.. it provides me very limited time to use them on my activities.. well, it's not over yet ba..  :P


On the 18th of May, i was feeling pretty bored and started sending message to my friends to hang out together.. yeah! that night we hanged out together.. 


the moment i entered the car, 1st thing came into my mind was, 'yea! my FRIENDS' i can't stop smiling and i might b missing them all.. huh.. 


We went to perdana park.. FYI, it's my first time.. heh.. woah! i admired the musical fountain.. superb nice and beautiful! couldn't move my head off from the nice view.. ahaha! 


What a coincident, we met our seniors.. 4 of them.. smart people.. :P 
we shared and asked advises then when it's time, we left.. 


YEA! i got to meet jess for th 2nd time.. ahaha! we were just spending time together with a memorable conversation.. :-) 


Then, we went to pizza hut cafe.. thanks raf, for that marvelous pizza.. i ate one slice only  had already filled my stomach  until its limit.. ahaha!  


ODOI! after that we drank beer.. uhuhu.. i don't really mind if 1 or 2 can.. but, i was over wit myself.. couldn't stand on my feet and was pretty dizzy but not 'drunk' k.. ehehe.. loved the singing moment and capturing pictures.. :)


approximately at 2am.. i guessed it's time for us to leave, then we chat a bit and deboo, evil.. asked us to leave.. ahaha! joking ony k deb.. ehe.. 


Thanks to all for that great time special thank to RAFAEL, NICK, JASON, WIWI and DEBO!! 


-ron-

Last memory perhaps..

Hello again..

Today I had fun! 16may2011
First, this morning i actually  wrote a blog about activities that happened in the past few days.. I waited for my friends at empire.. i went to barber shop and get a new hair style.. i guess. but they said, not much different.. ahaha..

then, rommel fetched us(rifee, helriano and me) to rafael's house.. wow! fun ow! i was quite sad when jason and nick weren't there.. but, raf went to fetch nick! so, nick was there.. yet jason wasn't.. huh.. it's ok..

we jammed like 'give all out'.. i dont care what were in their mind, i was just like, 'GIVE ALL OUT'.. although 'sumbang', 'sumbang' la.. ahahah! but, i managed to make rommel, rifee and hell laughed out loud(LOL) with the "drum joke", when rafael was fetching his sis and nick... ahaha! and we did the most terrible and memorable jamming on that sunny day, until we had to record few videos.. i can't wait to see them anyway.. 'sumbang', wrong tune and jokes were in that videos.. FUN BA!!  and I also had some time to chat with rafael's mum.. woah.. she told me all she knows about religion.. well, not all until raf called me to go upstairs.. then his mum was like,'ba2, habis suda we crita this'.. ahaha!

after that jamming, we went downstairs.. then i played with YB and KIKO!! wow! that might b the last moment for me to see them too! -btw, cpt2 la u balik raf, so i can watch them improving- ahaha! ron loves animals ba.. (i know what's in ur mind jason, raf, rom and nick!!)

We got into th car, went to empire.. ahahaha! nick and raf were psycho-ed a few times by RONALD IMMANUEL RAPHAEL.. ahaha! it worked.. i almost won that cs game.. but, my mum called me already until i died and died and lost and lost.. few things went through in my mind before i was about to leave.. "will i meet them again?, will we have fun time again?, will we have more time to share experience and joy again?" huh.. then, i checked my phone, few miscalled from my mum.. i feel like didn't want to get off from my chair because i was feeling like, "NO, I DON'T WANT TO GO YET, PLEASE.. I STILL WANT TO PLAY WIT MY FRIENDS, I'M NOT READY TO LOSE THEM ALL" huh.. It's very hard for me to cope with this emotions.. However, Life has to go on.. and i have to leave the cyber cafE.. I kept quiet when i got into the car, my mum and dad asked me, how was ur(my) day with friends, i said,"ok ja" feel like some tears will roll down to my cheek.. but, no! and i have to learn how to accept this! 

Guys, thanks.. I appreciate you all. And as i said, i really wish to see you all again!!

-ron-

Life is Wonderful..

Life is wonderful! I dare to say that, because it has made me feel so free and peace now.. I hope this kind of feeling will continue.. (:

I admit that, these days have been a hard day in my Life. However, I don't feel alone anymore because I have my Family especially my mum and my friends especially my CLOSEST FRIENDS.. Thanks to all these special people in my Life for they are always brightening my days!

At first, I can't accept the problems that i have to face in my family, especially when I have the feeling that my family isn't being supportive enough in whatever I'm doing.. it'll be too sad if it's true right? but, it's just me that take it so hard and I now realise that I have to take things positively and get through them with a strong faith. I just need to accept everybody's weaknesses because they accept my weaknesses too.. Maybe sometimes I may feel annoyed with the mumblings but somehow they are my family that I depend on to have happiness.

Secondly, MY CLOSEST FRIENDS!! huh. Actually, I ever use the term "Best Friend" but I don't dare to use this term for now because I have learned something from my ex-best friend.. Another thing is that I'm not ready to trust them 100%-ly and fall at the same problem for the 2nd time..(hope u get what i mean) and one day I know that I will have more FUTURE BEST FRIENDS! :D.. But, I feel very hard right now when we all have to separate due to further our studies.. well, I believe that, all of us have set in our plan to achieve good ACHIEVEMENTS in the future and create a better LIFE! I ever had this kind of feeling that my CLOSEST FRIENDS are always there when I need them and they always try anything to embarrass me until I got pissed off and eventually laugh.. It's fun when I remember it back.. Today will be my last moment-16May.2011- to meet my CLOSEST FRIENDS and I hope this isn't a last.. (:        My CLOSEST FRIENDS, I know you know who you are, and if you're reading this, I'd like to thank you for all the fun that we had and i hope we will all keep in touch. One thing that I'd like to let you know is that -I APPRECIATE YOU ALL AND ALWAYS WANNA SEE YOU ALL AGAIN- My mum once told me, "Friends might be too precious to you(me) now until you've spent most of your time with them, but just as a precaution that you will be 10x disappointed if you found out that your friends have disappointed you. It's not wrong to have friends but just try to balance every important matters in your(my) LIFE". I learned the hidden meaning from what she's trying to tell me and i hope that my friends won't disappoint me.  (:

The event of last saturday was FUN! ahaha! we were celebrating rafael farewell party and he was panic especially when we were doing the kidnapping.. ala Raf, panic also u kn.. however, it was a blast FUN!
then, that night.. Life night, woah! they actually broke my mood in worshiping God due to the quarrel. My friends are quarreling? huh.. i was totally not in mood until ROM said, they're acting and it sucks.. ahaha! wuhu! relived me.. I almost wanted to leave the room when i can't tahan it anymore.. but, thanks ROM!  ok all, that's all from me about how wonderful life is! I learn a lot from these special people..:D

see you all again MY FRIENDS!!
-ron-

Future..

Hello again!
Thanks for continue reading my blog! hehe.
Firstly, have you ever thought about what do you want to achieve in the future a.k.a. life? well, i believe u do but if u haven't better think about it now. Because we live for reasons not just live and live and live without knowing what to do. lol~
To me, I want to enjoy my life with some achievements that are yet to be achieved! hehe. It's kinda stressing me out to think about it.:). especially when thinking of 'what I want to be'. i haven't made my final decision on what will I be in the future. I have few plans, my mum told me to do planning.. PLAN A(haha! like going into a war), I want to be a pilot. Pilot is an adventurous job.. I wish to travel around the world and have fun with people.. something that has social life with travellers.. :P. it's not about the salary or glamorous k, it's about going into my interest. but, unfortunately, I might have to wait for it due to financial problem.. Next plan, haha! PLAN B..  I wanna be a specialist doctor in ortophedist or cardiovascular or neurologist. I have done research on this specialist career. A mother of my friend told me, it's good to become a doctor because u save people's life and give them aspiration and inspiration to live. i support her!! because I wanna do something like what God did when He was on earth, He healed sick people with His miracles! Well, I can't do miracles though.. haha! But, some said, becoming a doctor has no life.. my friend USED to say this to me.. I almost changed my mind when i heard it. he said, a doctor is very busy, u have no life because u're always busy with patients instead of ur family, friends and companionship.. But, God has enlighten my mind, if only i can manage my time, i will become a succesfull doctor without having any problem on spending time with special people in my life! hehe. but, still need money for it.. I'm about to enter matrix in May 2011 and hopefully i'm going to achieve 4 POINTER and get scholarship to pursue my MBBS then specialist.. it's going to be a stress life but it's for my own good. going to my next plan. fyi, I just changed it, PLAN C is to become a teacher. becoming a teacher is like u're doing preaching.. hehe.. giving knowledge to people. if i can't afford on my plan A and B then this will have to be achieved. all this is actually because of my interest.. i have interest the most on Plan A then continues as it goes to plan B and C..because I love to have people trust on me and helping the community..:)

After I 've achieved my exact dream, i will bring my parents to abroad, my mum wants to go to Switzerland, I hope i will make it true one day.. I also want to bring them to touch, feel and taste the snow! ahaha! we're village folks only k..
It all requires money.. where can i find money?? huh.. Money isn't everything.. erm.. can u explain to me clearly why do i need money to live my life? of course right that i cannot be too obsessed to find money but i hope that something will happen to help me solving this problem.. God has planned it, i don't have to worry too much just worry a bit can la~ haha!
Okay then! my last sentence, All the best to my FRIENDS and i in struggling to achieve our future!! Ready for the unexpected to happen, ok?! 

Happy Mother's Day

on the 8th May 2011, I celebrated mother's day with my family and relatives. WHOA!! we seriously had fun with the purest jokes from the citizen people(my grandpa, grandma, aunts, uncles).. they did the talking and the young teenagers did the listening.. hahah!
This year's celebration was quite happening because not only mother's day, but also my mum's birthday on the same date.. Awesome!
at 12am sharp, i met my mum in her room and wished her mother's day and birthday.. well, not exactly at 12am sharp, i was late 1 minute.. 12.01am.. huhu.. i saw the time.. ahaha! i did not give any gift to my mum (because i'm unemployeed, haha!), but i believe that kisses and hugs from a son is the greatest gift after all.. hehe..:P
not only my mum that i wished, i also wished to my aunts.. we managed to capture pictures of family.. hmm..not everyone came at that time, some were too busy.. but, the busy that they had might be an unfortunate because occasion like this isn't happening every time.. right? So, have you wished your mum yet? if you haven't, it's never been too late.. she might be waiting for u to wish for her.. a tear of happiness from a woman called mother is more precious than anything else.. (:
HAPPY MOTHER's DAY MUM! DEDICATED TO MY MUM! VENANCY@ANGELA SUIMEN!

I'm a True Friend not True Enemy

hello,
Thanks to all of my friends because they are one of the sources of inspiration to me. They are lots of them and they come from all over the world!
To me, we do need friends but we don't need a best friend, sorry, i take back my word, we DO NEED BEST FRIENDS.. and,  i do have a best friend and He knows every single thing i do in my life.. He's GOD!! hehe.
In my experience, to start a friendship is very easy, it takes a few days only to create the bond.  Still clear in my mind, friends from kindergarten, standard schools, secondary school, pktr, AMANOOBS AND AMAROOke3z and those people in my memory.. cool because I have experienced it. If I can make a list, I'll list them all. but, it's kinda faded now.. and some friends that i recognise them but they don't.. huhu.. never mind.. at least i appreciate them.. When comes to separating, it takes months, years even forever to recover.. well, that's what we call as life..
I love to spend time with my friends, and to tell u the truth, i always sms my friends.. well, not all but some of them.. and they might be feeling bored already that.. hahah!
to all my friends, if i have hurt u, i'm sorry because i didn't mean it and never.. if u have a hatred feeling or keeping something, try to be mature la k? we can talk about it..:D:):P
Anyway, it's good to own friends because to me, I need them to relive some stress in my life and advises from them.. but, be careful who our friends are, because wrong choice might destroy the whole life..

When I was little

There's a saying;
"We worry about what a child will become tomorrow, yet we forget that he is someone today."

Life when I was a little kid is quite simple. Well, you know right how kids are? When I was young, I had always dreamed to be like adult, act like my parents, uncles and aunts and so on. But, it  never happened, because I was just a little kid, have not had the capability to do anything yet.. however, I still remember the memories that I had when I was just a kid. Still fresh in mind.
First was with my two elder sisters(Linda&Fenda), my younger brothers(well&Sam), my two cousins(Kenek&Adik) and an adopted brother(wewe).. We were planning to make a camp fire, as in we wanted to build a small hut, with lamps at each poles, the roof is made from coconuts' leaves and a nice place to stay and barbeque.. We took one whole week, every evening to set the hut at its perfect look.. the hut was actually at down the hill near to my old house at KG MAANG.. At the final night, when everything was done perfectly, we gathered and was barbequing sosej and wings.. It was a really wonderful night with the cool breeze and nice shining stars in the sky.. then, suddenly we all went up to our house.. Do u know why? because, it was a saturday night and exactly at 7p.m. I shouted, "SHINCHAN!! DORAEMON!!"hahaha! we all ran up and watched tv.. that's the end of that night! XD(well, it's kinda boring)
I lived at kg MAANG, we had 4 ponds for fish.. My dad loves to take fish as his pet.. And the ponds were big enough for me and my brothers to jump into and swim along with the fish. we  were never caught 'red handed' for swimming 'illegally' in those ponds, until at one evening, when my mum sent my two younger brothers and I home, we jumped into the ponds as we saw our mum left. But, we didn't know that my mum would come back because of she has forgotten something.. She saw us swimming with our laughs and shouting, she shouted, "NEL!!, WELL!! SAM!!" haha! what do you expect my mum would do after that? she called us and took a long 'rotan'(a stick to punish people made from small bamboo stick), hit us at the legs and we cried!! hahahahah! after my mum left, and after we had done with the punishment, we smiled and laughed! ahaha! it was quite funny during that time because we thought that she had really really left before we swam into the pond.. we never repeat though after that.. scary bah my mum.. But, how much scary she is, I still love you, MUM!

and Actually, there are still lots of stories during my childhood, but i know u wanna stop reading already that.. haha! okay then. Bye2!