Tuesday 5 July 2011

Homesick?

Hi,
        it's been a long time already that i have not been keeping in touch with blog..  and there are lots of stories that i'd like to share.. first and foremost, is homesick.. ahah! no la.. i'm not homesick k.. just miss home and family a  bit.. especially my mum and dad(their mumblings and advises) <3 them!.. my brothers and sisters too! learning something that's quite tough to me now.. =P
        if only i can go home now, and spend time with them all, that would make me feel better.. i realised that i'm not playing a good role as the eldest brother in my family. but, if only i can go home now, i'll be a good brother to my younger brothers. be example to them. 
     Still remember the time when i was not helping my dad painting the house.. kinda regret it now.. coz, i should have helped him  him.. what past is past and just continue with what i have now =).. not to say, something weird feeling suddenly appears in my mind, hinava.. i wanna eat it if Labuan has it here.. erm.. i don't know, coz, before this, i seldom eat hinava but i feel like wanna look for it and eat! ahaha! maybe it's coz of being too hungry ba kali.. =P pork too! ehhe!
     haish! time is very envious ow.. huh.. ok.. i have lecture class after this.. erm.. studying is not going to perfection right now.. still ok2 la.. but that's not enough to me.. i want more than ok2.. more than best! out of topic already.. ahaha! ok then.. leave some comments k.. see u in the future wit a the same Ronald but different personality! =)

-ron-

Monday 6 June 2011

Looking for Labuan Roman Catholic Church.. Temptations~

Hellooo...

Actually, the 2nd weeks after i've been staying in Labuan is the first time for me to attend the mass. it's a christian celebration occasion every saturday and sunday. 

i was a bit sad, because this time i wasn't going with my family.. but, it's okay.. i'm not alone literally, i have my friends and 'awful' educators here. haha! 

I woke up as i planned to.. everything was going on very smoothly.. i still managed to watch 'one piece anime' one episode before i left my room. but, still i have to wait for my friend(nick) because he woke up late.. haha! i knew that he was watching 'how i met your mother' during the night before. the most unfortunate thing happened before we got into the bus is the security guard didn't allow us to go because we were not wearing appropriate pants.. well, we were just wearing black jeans only what? but, it's okay, we went back to our room with disappointment feeling because the distance is about 200+ m away from the gate. erm.. it's not the most unfortunate thing that happened k.. i take it back.. hehe..:P

Okay, we changed our pants to the "appropriate" one.. :P then we got into the bus with a good feeling.. it was only me and nick.. then, after a few minutes during the journey, we went down from the bus and the bus left.. at that moment, we were looking for RC church.. nick said, we had to walk up the hill because he saw one there. so we walked and walked until i asked, "where?".. there was no church up the hill instead we found a basel church..  so we went back down the hill to the small little town.. we went into a sourthern shop, and asked. she said upstairs.. but, that's SIB church not RC.. ahaha! it was already late for the mass. however, we didn't give up.. we asked the public, thankfully they told us that it's somewhere near to the city(May God Bless u, aunty!).. but, the unfortunate thing is that we have to get another bus to reach there.. i did ask my sister too, because she studied in matrix before and she also said the same thing as the aunty told us.. ahaha!  the fortunate thing happened  is that there was a bus that just arrived and ready to leave to RC church.. so we quickly got into the bus and continued the journey to RC Church!


Finally, we reached the destination~ 
thank God that we did not miss Eucharist.. 
The moral that nick and i learned is, we have to face the challenges that are given to us strongly as long as it gives us a good impact! 

so, that's all from me.. i've to go to choir practice right now.. ahaha! 
btw, i love college life although it's not like any other non-government colleges that we can't wear any informal attire to attend classes except for a formal attire.. but, this is the experience that we have to accept, as what malay idiom once said, "di mana bumi dipijak, di situ langit dijunjung". aahha! malay essay liao! 
ok! update to u soon!

-ron- 

 

Sunday 5 June 2011

First Day in Matriculation. 22nd May 2011

Hello again everyone,

sorry, i've been too busy these days with college. So, internet access was a bit delay and couldn't update my updates. :D anyway, no worry, because i have lots of wonderful experiences here.. bitter and sweet stories perhaps. 

So, on the 22nd May, i started my journey with my PARENTS at about 4am in the morning.. it was a bit sleepy because no one would wake up at that time for no reason right? ahah! Before i left house, i cooked for my parents breakfast.. fried rice pataya.. that's what they call it. 'pataya'.. :D jus a simple one..

then, we left to menumbok.. during th journey, there were few complicated things came across  my mind.. but, life has to go on.. be strong then i'll be stronger.. hehe.

it was a coincident that i met kevin at menumbok.. he left his house earlier than i did.. ahaha! he was accompanied by his parents and eldest sis.. 

after a few minutes, we departed to labuan.. when we reached labuan, my parents and i found a bus.. it was special prepared for matriculation labuan's students.. so means, it's FREE! hehe.. then, i registered my name in Dewan Mutiara.. that hall is pretty big.. enough for 2000+ students.. but, the lecturers always say this when they have to line students up which is, "COMPRESS"  ahaha! imagine how hard it is for 2000+ students to compress, knee to knee.. it's air-cond hall, but it's hot.. in science theory, humans produce heat during respiration.. that's the reason it's hot.. :D

Da~ are u bored already? relax a bit k.. hehe

I met lots of my ex-classmates in matrix.. including my PKTR friend.. Lynne.. Some of them have found new friends here in matrix.. so, don't blame them for not being that closed to you anymore.. :P 

the first week activities were orientations.. the orientations were quite tough and had really tempted students to get mad.. ahaha! well, if we're easily feeling angry, it means that, we're totally not emotionally prepared.ahah! anyways, that orientation ended with laughs and smiles though.. :)


ok.. i think that's all for now.. i have lecture class to attend in few minutes from now.. ehehe.. so, keep in touch k! i'll update more soon!

-ron-:P 

Thursday 19 May 2011

18th May 2011..

Hello everyone..


Time seems to feel envy with me.. it provides me very limited time to use them on my activities.. well, it's not over yet ba..  :P


On the 18th of May, i was feeling pretty bored and started sending message to my friends to hang out together.. yeah! that night we hanged out together.. 


the moment i entered the car, 1st thing came into my mind was, 'yea! my FRIENDS' i can't stop smiling and i might b missing them all.. huh.. 


We went to perdana park.. FYI, it's my first time.. heh.. woah! i admired the musical fountain.. superb nice and beautiful! couldn't move my head off from the nice view.. ahaha! 


What a coincident, we met our seniors.. 4 of them.. smart people.. :P 
we shared and asked advises then when it's time, we left.. 


YEA! i got to meet jess for th 2nd time.. ahaha! we were just spending time together with a memorable conversation.. :-) 


Then, we went to pizza hut cafe.. thanks raf, for that marvelous pizza.. i ate one slice only  had already filled my stomach  until its limit.. ahaha!  


ODOI! after that we drank beer.. uhuhu.. i don't really mind if 1 or 2 can.. but, i was over wit myself.. couldn't stand on my feet and was pretty dizzy but not 'drunk' k.. ehehe.. loved the singing moment and capturing pictures.. :)


approximately at 2am.. i guessed it's time for us to leave, then we chat a bit and deboo, evil.. asked us to leave.. ahaha! joking ony k deb.. ehe.. 


Thanks to all for that great time special thank to RAFAEL, NICK, JASON, WIWI and DEBO!! 


-ron-

Monday 16 May 2011

Last memory perhaps..

Hello again..

Today I had fun! 16may2011
First, this morning i actually  wrote a blog about activities that happened in the past few days.. I waited for my friends at empire.. i went to barber shop and get a new hair style.. i guess. but they said, not much different.. ahaha..

then, rommel fetched us(rifee, helriano and me) to rafael's house.. wow! fun ow! i was quite sad when jason and nick weren't there.. but, raf went to fetch nick! so, nick was there.. yet jason wasn't.. huh.. it's ok..

we jammed like 'give all out'.. i dont care what were in their mind, i was just like, 'GIVE ALL OUT'.. although 'sumbang', 'sumbang' la.. ahahah! but, i managed to make rommel, rifee and hell laughed out loud(LOL) with the "drum joke", when rafael was fetching his sis and nick... ahaha! and we did the most terrible and memorable jamming on that sunny day, until we had to record few videos.. i can't wait to see them anyway.. 'sumbang', wrong tune and jokes were in that videos.. FUN BA!!  and I also had some time to chat with rafael's mum.. woah.. she told me all she knows about religion.. well, not all until raf called me to go upstairs.. then his mum was like,'ba2, habis suda we crita this'.. ahaha!

after that jamming, we went downstairs.. then i played with YB and KIKO!! wow! that might b the last moment for me to see them too! -btw, cpt2 la u balik raf, so i can watch them improving- ahaha! ron loves animals ba.. (i know what's in ur mind jason, raf, rom and nick!!)

We got into th car, went to empire.. ahahaha! nick and raf were psycho-ed a few times by RONALD IMMANUEL RAPHAEL.. ahaha! it worked.. i almost won that cs game.. but, my mum called me already until i died and died and lost and lost.. few things went through in my mind before i was about to leave.. "will i meet them again?, will we have fun time again?, will we have more time to share experience and joy again?" huh.. then, i checked my phone, few miscalled from my mum.. i feel like didn't want to get off from my chair because i was feeling like, "NO, I DON'T WANT TO GO YET, PLEASE.. I STILL WANT TO PLAY WIT MY FRIENDS, I'M NOT READY TO LOSE THEM ALL" huh.. It's very hard for me to cope with this emotions.. However, Life has to go on.. and i have to leave the cyber cafE.. I kept quiet when i got into the car, my mum and dad asked me, how was ur(my) day with friends, i said,"ok ja" feel like some tears will roll down to my cheek.. but, no! and i have to learn how to accept this! 

Guys, thanks.. I appreciate you all. And as i said, i really wish to see you all again!!

-ron-

Sunday 15 May 2011

Life is Wonderful..

Life is wonderful! I dare to say that, because it has made me feel so free and peace now.. I hope this kind of feeling will continue.. (:

I admit that, these days have been a hard day in my Life. However, I don't feel alone anymore because I have my Family especially my mum and my friends especially my CLOSEST FRIENDS.. Thanks to all these special people in my Life for they are always brightening my days!

At first, I can't accept the problems that i have to face in my family, especially when I have the feeling that my family isn't being supportive enough in whatever I'm doing.. it'll be too sad if it's true right? but, it's just me that take it so hard and I now realise that I have to take things positively and get through them with a strong faith. I just need to accept everybody's weaknesses because they accept my weaknesses too.. Maybe sometimes I may feel annoyed with the mumblings but somehow they are my family that I depend on to have happiness.

Secondly, MY CLOSEST FRIENDS!! huh. Actually, I ever use the term "Best Friend" but I don't dare to use this term for now because I have learned something from my ex-best friend.. Another thing is that I'm not ready to trust them 100%-ly and fall at the same problem for the 2nd time..(hope u get what i mean) and one day I know that I will have more FUTURE BEST FRIENDS! :D.. But, I feel very hard right now when we all have to separate due to further our studies.. well, I believe that, all of us have set in our plan to achieve good ACHIEVEMENTS in the future and create a better LIFE! I ever had this kind of feeling that my CLOSEST FRIENDS are always there when I need them and they always try anything to embarrass me until I got pissed off and eventually laugh.. It's fun when I remember it back.. Today will be my last moment-16May.2011- to meet my CLOSEST FRIENDS and I hope this isn't a last.. (:        My CLOSEST FRIENDS, I know you know who you are, and if you're reading this, I'd like to thank you for all the fun that we had and i hope we will all keep in touch. One thing that I'd like to let you know is that -I APPRECIATE YOU ALL AND ALWAYS WANNA SEE YOU ALL AGAIN- My mum once told me, "Friends might be too precious to you(me) now until you've spent most of your time with them, but just as a precaution that you will be 10x disappointed if you found out that your friends have disappointed you. It's not wrong to have friends but just try to balance every important matters in your(my) LIFE". I learned the hidden meaning from what she's trying to tell me and i hope that my friends won't disappoint me.  (:

The event of last saturday was FUN! ahaha! we were celebrating rafael farewell party and he was panic especially when we were doing the kidnapping.. ala Raf, panic also u kn.. however, it was a blast FUN!
then, that night.. Life night, woah! they actually broke my mood in worshiping God due to the quarrel. My friends are quarreling? huh.. i was totally not in mood until ROM said, they're acting and it sucks.. ahaha! wuhu! relived me.. I almost wanted to leave the room when i can't tahan it anymore.. but, thanks ROM!  ok all, that's all from me about how wonderful life is! I learn a lot from these special people..:D

see you all again MY FRIENDS!!
-ron-

Monday 9 May 2011

Future..

Hello again!
Thanks for continue reading my blog! hehe.
Firstly, have you ever thought about what do you want to achieve in the future a.k.a. life? well, i believe u do but if u haven't better think about it now. Because we live for reasons not just live and live and live without knowing what to do. lol~
To me, I want to enjoy my life with some achievements that are yet to be achieved! hehe. It's kinda stressing me out to think about it.:). especially when thinking of 'what I want to be'. i haven't made my final decision on what will I be in the future. I have few plans, my mum told me to do planning.. PLAN A(haha! like going into a war), I want to be a pilot. Pilot is an adventurous job.. I wish to travel around the world and have fun with people.. something that has social life with travellers.. :P. it's not about the salary or glamorous k, it's about going into my interest. but, unfortunately, I might have to wait for it due to financial problem.. Next plan, haha! PLAN B..  I wanna be a specialist doctor in ortophedist or cardiovascular or neurologist. I have done research on this specialist career. A mother of my friend told me, it's good to become a doctor because u save people's life and give them aspiration and inspiration to live. i support her!! because I wanna do something like what God did when He was on earth, He healed sick people with His miracles! Well, I can't do miracles though.. haha! But, some said, becoming a doctor has no life.. my friend USED to say this to me.. I almost changed my mind when i heard it. he said, a doctor is very busy, u have no life because u're always busy with patients instead of ur family, friends and companionship.. But, God has enlighten my mind, if only i can manage my time, i will become a succesfull doctor without having any problem on spending time with special people in my life! hehe. but, still need money for it.. I'm about to enter matrix in May 2011 and hopefully i'm going to achieve 4 POINTER and get scholarship to pursue my MBBS then specialist.. it's going to be a stress life but it's for my own good. going to my next plan. fyi, I just changed it, PLAN C is to become a teacher. becoming a teacher is like u're doing preaching.. hehe.. giving knowledge to people. if i can't afford on my plan A and B then this will have to be achieved. all this is actually because of my interest.. i have interest the most on Plan A then continues as it goes to plan B and C..because I love to have people trust on me and helping the community..:)

After I 've achieved my exact dream, i will bring my parents to abroad, my mum wants to go to Switzerland, I hope i will make it true one day.. I also want to bring them to touch, feel and taste the snow! ahaha! we're village folks only k.. :D
It all requires money.. where can i find money?? huh.. Money isn't everything.. erm.. can u explain to me clearly why do i need money to live my life? of course right that i cannot be too obsessed to find money but i hope that something will happen to help me solving this problem.. God has planned it, i don't have to worry too much just worry a bit can la~ haha!
Okay then! my last sentence, All the best to my FRIENDS and i in struggling to achieve our future!! Ready for the unexpected to happen, ok?!  :D